10th Dialogue
THE MEANING OF THE WORLD
When I go to the world carrying all the weaknesses of a man how shall I convince the world that I am Thy Son, my home is Heaven, and I am one with You?
God: Your will is not God. This will is the part of the world and the world of your will is a part of My Will. Your will is not what you will. God is willing to work for world’s meaning of God-Man and therefore your work will be the Work of God. Your worldly face is not what means anything to man; but what your worldly face is about is the meaning of the existence of God-Man. Your face is a form. But the face, that is beyond, is formless and Divine. God is you and you must not move as if you are a man. God has ordained your fate and you need not bother about the way I shall move as you. God has the world’s fate in His mind and you are a face of God who is working in the world to make Him known.
Why have I then felt affected by the will of man? If everything is ordained by You and nothing can be changed by my willing or not, why have I willed in the way every human beings will in choosing, judging and implementing the will into acts? Why this illusion? How shall I overcome this illusory judgements, that arise from the will of man, and know that I have no will but I am one with the Will of God?
God: Bear in the mind that willing is a process of conflicts, that brings to man the movements of thoughts, and the coming and the going in the material sphere. But the Will of God is not conflict torn. It is the will beyond the matter-spirit world and does not belong to the world of man. Both as Man and God your willing is not a willing as a man and not-willing as a man is willing as God. Your will is not fate-destined will of man but destined by God as the fate of the world. Bear in mind that your will is not what will is in terms of the worldly meanings, that the will may create. Bear in the mind that your will is a power to move beyond. It is an exotic peace in a peaceless movement of the world into forms, and forming this world this will becomes what it is not. God is the will of the worldly Man and Man is God’s worldly will as movement of Man-God. Bear in the mind that your will is a power to move, and beyond that movement there exists a power that wills-not. God is peace, and the peaceless work of Man-God is the Work of God. Both as Man and God your will is working to make Me and you as the parts of the Will of All. God is world’s meaning. Both as God and Man your existence is the meaning of the world. Retain this worldly meaning of existence and remain in the world as Man and God.
It is difficult to grasp, in the language in which you speak, the meaning that may make the meaning to the worldly man. I do not understand the inter-relationship of Man and God in terms of the words that can be meaningful. O Father of Heaven! in my smallness as a man I can not grasp that meaning that you talk about. How shall I talk about the meaning that I myself do not understand?
God: Both as Man and God your Will will be the meaning of the world. Bear in the mind My Will as God and your will as Man and move as destined. Both as Man and God your meaning will be understood by the world. Bear in your mind that your work is the meaning of Me.
If everything You say is true, tell me why have You not endowed Your Son with the power that belongs to God?
God: God has a meaning behind your creation and therefore God has made you the way you will act. By implanting on you the power of God to create or destroy the world as the acts of His Will will be against the meaning of the incarnation of God-Man. Both as God and Man you are worldly and Divine. Both as Man and God you are making the world as the will of Man and the Will of God , that is beyond.
When men and women of the world will ask what proof do I have about my Godly existence, what shall I reply?
God: It will be erroneous for women and men to ask your worldly counterpart about your existence in the realm of God. You must correct the errors upon which they base their concepts of you and Me. Tell them that God is your Father and born of Father you are His Exotic Son, who is incarnation of God in the tormented world in flesh and blood. Because you are not Him but originates from Him your world is sorrow-stricken and divided into Man and God. God is a power that will be born as the Exotic Man after your will as man will cease and you will be reborn after the world will be destroyed. God is peace and rest in God in peace. Do not ask Me about what I am, or I am not. Exotic existence of Man-God can not be explained by the words that can be grasped by the worldly women and men. Son! do not ask the Exotic existence about you and do not establish yourself as both doubt and faith. Doubt not what I say and move as I have destined your fate.
Why should the women and the men believe what I shall say ?
God: Son! your words are the Words of God and therefore women and men will be destined to face the Words that emanate from Me. Your words will be the force that will work for Me and the meaning of the world will be established through the Work of God-Man incarnated as you . Know yourself as Me. Know that they will be disturbed by hearing what you say but knowing that you are working for God they will submit to the Words of God in faith.
I do not know where shall I go and how shall I spread the words that I hear from You. I wish not to confront the world in turmoil. How shall I go in a world that burns in the faithlessness in God as a fire burning in Hell?
God: Do not move until I move you from where I am. Do not submit yourself to the will of man and do not go and preach the way as if you are created by the will of man. Do not seek to be what you are not. Seek in God your meaning and work for what is sought by God.
Will You move me when the day will come?
God: Know that your will is already moving in the world as the Words of God. Enter not the fire before the words will be spread in the world through the poetic work that you have created. Know your Divine words and the poetry of God. Know yourself as the poet of God. Son ! do not move before I instruct. Do not seek path in the world and assume not your role as God-Man before I have formed the basis of the foundation of the new world through destruction by wars and cataclysms. Seek peace in God and let Words of God be fulfilled as the Words of God-Man.
O Father! let my soul not turn before you touch it with your fire; let not my mind aspire beyond what is destined. Give me the strength and wisdom to remain calm and see Your Will unfold as the meaning of the world. Let me see beyond, and see what is, and what is not, and remain close to my Divine Home. O Father! let not my mind be moved by the illusions of the world and let my soul rest in You.
God: Both as God and Man you are moving in the world that is going to face destruction. Keep this in mind and move!
